After having Mikaela be sick for a week, my mother in law came and took her for a sleep over last night. and i hit up my 3 favorite B's: book, bath and bed! and i cleaned the house. so much for rest, lol. i didn't get to bed until 2am, but it feels so good to have freshly vacummed floors. [bane of my existence though, sheesh! i despise vacumming those stairs with my upright! but its worth it.]. my hubby didn't get home until 1230am, so i had a really boring evening to myself. it was delicious!
as much as i welcomed the break, my heart ached to think that she was going to be away from me. i miss my little Boog!! she is just so amazing. my favorite thing that she does right now is give kisses. if you ask "can i have a kiss?" she'll kiss your cheek. it's slobbery, but absolutely amazing. i love that squish!!! i really am looking forward to bringing her home.
i miss her. its like since i've given birth, my heart is walking around outside of my chest, and for the rest of my life, she'll carry it with her.
a friend made a comment that i thought was just so odd: when i told her that M was super sick, she said: well, at least she makes a great accessory!!
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definantly doesn't get it. not at all. i just can't wrap my head around that one.
i've managed to not get sick, until this morning. of course. but oh well! i'd have a permanent cold if M could never get sick again. aaaah. the life of a mommy.
oh, random thought: [aren't all of my thoughts random?]
On facebook right now there are so many different little quizzes being filled out, like "25 things you might not know about me" and such. There aren't a whole lotta people who know about this blog whatsoever, so if you're reading this, and actually know me, you know the #51 thing that many people don't know about me. i have a blog. it is disjointed and random and sometimes pain filled and soul bearing and reflective, but its me. i'll get it organized one day, and attach pictures if i can figure that out, and actually have purpose behind my posts. until then, i hope to keep blogging and you to keep reading.
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